For a couple of days I've been trying to absorb the right energy for a creative spree I need for a business development project. I've actively tried to put myself into the right mode, but it just won't happen. I've given myself time so I don't have to press myself on demand.
Well, now it has become time to deliver. Tomorrow this fluffy stuff comes to an end. Instead I'll just force myself into it. Get working on it, get frustrated, start over, get more frustrated, etc before the breakthrough comes. Maybe not tomorrow, but eventually.
Once again I experience that being creative (for me) is hard work. No devine inspiration. No magical help from the gods.
But the dream never seems to go away.